I got a package in the mail today. It turned out to be the results of the environmental assessment I had ordered in and around my house back at the beginning of the year.
It was a thick pile of papers containing the details of the testing, most of which meant nothing to me. However it luckily started out with a summary in fairly plain English. The bottom line was that all of the things tested for were well within acceptable ranges. So basically, everything checked out OK and my house and the surrounding area are completely fine. I'll have to get with Evan to explain some of this stuff to me, so that I have a better understanding of it. Of course, he wasn't involved in the actual analysis of the samples in my case, just the collecting of the them.
I almost wished that the tests did come back with some problem. At least then, I'd maybe have something to point to as a cause for my transformation. This was my last avenue to go down to figure out why this happened to me in the first place. And now that this possibility is exhausted, what do I do now? If I don't know how this happened in the first place, what chance do I have to reverse it?
But then again, do I want to reverse it? Over the last two months, I've become quite comfortable in my new body in a lot of ways. It seems the longer I live like this, the less I miss my old male self.
Plus, there's Evan....
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