Trapped

I'm feeling kind of panicked today.  The reality of certain things are really settling in on me.  For instance, most of my identification lists my gender as male so I really don't know how I'm going to function if this change lasts long term.  How can I go to the doctor if I ever get sick?  How can I renew my driver's licence?  How can I travel?  And what about any of my banking documentation, mortgage, insurance and everything else?  I can't remember but I think most of that would have my gender as male too.

And of course not to mention the fact that eventually I'm going to have to talk to the people in my life and try to explain this.  I feel like this is going to have to happen sooner rather than later.  Being isolated in my house for the last few weeks with minimal direct human contact is getting me a little squirrelly.  Soon I'm going to need to unburden myself to someone besides just this blog.  I need to have some kind of support system or I feel like I'll eventually snap.