It Seems It's Official!

If I ever had any doubts before that this gender change was full and complete, that doubt is now gone.  I just had my first period!!

I didn't even realize it was happening until I looked down and saw this brownsih-red stain on the crotch of my pants.  At first, I thought that it was some ill effect of the transformation.  I jumped out of my seat and quickly stripped down to examine myself, but of course saw nothing.  I inspected myself all around to see if I was bleeding anywhere else and was in the clear.  There was only a dull aching down low in my stomach.  I actually waited a several minutes in terrified suspense just staring at myself in a mirror, waiting to see what was going to happen to me.  But eventually through my racing thoughts, my brain put two and two together and I realized what was actually happening.

It's baffling to me how this is even possible.  I mean, I know that my outsides are definitely female, but this just further proves that I'm female throughout.  With the unusual thoughts and feelings I've been having, I'd always thought that different hormones could be part of the cause.  But now, this really seems to corroborate that I've changed hormonally and chemically as well since, from what I know about menstruation, the process is driven by hormones.

Hopefully this stain will come out and I don't have to make another shopping trip for more clothes.  I will have to go out to the store to get some "supplies" though apparently.

Right now, I'm just sitting on a towel to avoid any more accidents in my clothes.  Unfortunately before I go to the store, I'm having to do a little research on the Internet to figure out what I actually need.  I've seen those feminine product aisles in the store before and there's no way I'm just going to go in there and wing it (sorry, no pun intended).