Please believe me that I can't believe it myself that I'm typing these words: I woke up three days ago and was no longer male. I now have a woman's body!!
As near as I can figure, this transformation must have started about three weeks ago. It started with me feeling run down and lethargic. Then it quickly seemed to get worse and I lost my appetite. I could barely eat anything for the better part of a week. I thought it was just a really bad bout with the flu and decided to ride it out as usual.
After a week of struggling through, it got drastically worse. I couldn't keep anything down and seemed to be throwing up even when I hadn't eaten anything. My clothes felt like they were hanging off me so I knew I was losing weight. My whole body seemed to ache and I spent half the time sleeping in a difficult, restless sleep. I was completely housebound for almost a week, feeling worse than I'd ever felt in my life.
At some point, I must have fallen asleep. It was by far the deepest sleep I've ever had as I have no recollection of the time at all. I hesitate to say this since it's obviously just speculation, but I may have even been in a coma.
When I finally came to (I found out afterward that it was 3 days later), I felt more like my old self -- at least health-wise -- since the symptoms seemed to have broken and I was feeling good again. However I very quickly found out the real problem... that I no longer had my old body and I had a female body instead!
I've spent the last three days trying to get over the shock and trying to come to grips with what's happened. Since I've always kept a blog before and it was a good outlet for me, I decided to start this one. I'm hoping this will help me to keep my sanity and also document what's happening to me.
More to come once I can get my head straight.
0 comments:
Post a Comment